Sunday, December 30, 2007

What Would Jesus Do?

We ask that question a lot and I'm afraid that many times it's pretty self-serving. If we're willing to be honest we would probably all have to say that most of the time we don't know. And, if we're still being honest, we would also have to say that most of the time it wouldn't be what we do. I'm sure that some of the time we get it right, but the problem is when we start thinking that all of the time we get it right.

I look at our churches and I see people that really love each other; and I see people that don't. When I look at other people and see myself I tend to be much more tolerant of the things they do that don't measure up (to what? my standard? God's standard?). I think God looks at all of us like that. He sees each of us in each of us. He sees the people who really piss us off the same way he sees us. He looks at Christians in our sin and sees Jesus. He looks at people who haven't accepted him and he wants to see Jesus. I think we tend to look at each other and never see Jesus. And, sadly, we look at ourselves and never see Jesus. (Except for the really self-righteous people and I probably shouldn't get started on that; I'd give myself away. God sees them a lot differently than I do; and that's on me, not him.)

There's a lot of spiritual searching in this country right now, but it's so mis-directed. Somewhere along the way we (the church) lost the right to be the guide. We started hiding inside our sanctuaries and our catch phrases and locked everybody else out. We started thinking that what Jesus would do was somehow related to our inward-focused fear of the world and forgot that he never passed up a chance to eat with the sinners and hang out with the prostitutes and tax collectors. Any time he got a chance to stick it to the self-righteous he nailed them. Man did he make them squirm.

Maybe we should be looking at the things that make us squirm and wondering if we missed something along the way.

God, I know people who really, really do great things for people and nobody really knows about it but the ones they help. They love people because they love God. They look at other people and see themselves. They look at other people and see Jesus. Instead of looking at someone and saying, "There but for the grace of God go I"; they look at them and say, "There because of the grace of God I can love". I think that's what Jesus would do.

Pray for peace.
Mike

Friday, December 28, 2007

Ten Lessons for Understanding and Surviving War--Especially for People of Faith

The following 10 points were put forth by Jim Wallis shortly after the war with Iraq began and are included in his book, God's Politics, on pages 120-123. If these things make you mad because you think Bush is infallible then I recommend you read the whole book. If you are still mad for the same reason, I suggest you read the Gospels--pay special attention to the red parts. If you will read them with an open mind you will see that they have proven to be quite prophetic.

1. Nobody should be surprised that a vastly superior American fighting force will vanquish a vastly inferior Iraqi army. But one of America's worst characteristics is hoping that success wipes away all the moral questions. In the long run, it won't. War is always ugly, and this one was too.

2. There are many more civilian casualties in modern warfare than military casualties. Smart bombs are never as perfect as boasted, and not all Iraqis may want to be "liberated" by an American occupation. Above all, we must remember that "collateral damage" is never collateral to the families and loved ones of those killed in war. Don't accept the first reports on casualties from governments (on either side) or "embedded" journalists--many of whom now sound more like cheerleaders than reporters. Be sure that technology does not ultimately usurp theology or morality. Find alternative sources for information. Watch and wait for the real story.

3. Humanitarian aid must never be co-opted by the military. Instead it is the painful task to be taken on after the destruction caused by war. Many predict that the aftermath of this war could be far more dangerous and costly, in human terms, than the military campaign. Listen to the non-governmental relief organizations as we move forward.

4. If an evil, dangerous and unpopular regime does collapse quickly, that is not an endorsement of war as the answer, but a sign that a better way to resolve the threat might well have been possible. The best wisdom of most church leaders, Nobel Peace Prize laureates, and a majority of international political figures and diplomats around the world was that alternatives to a full-scale military assault on Iraq were not adequately tested. This was not a war of last resort.

5. A preemptive war of choice, rather than of necessity, fought against over-whelming world opinion and without approval by the United Nations, will not create an atmosphere of cooperation for postwar reconstruction or, most significantly, for the crucial international collaboration needed to defeat the real threats of terrorism.

6. A new world order based on unilateral rather than multilateral action, military power rather than international law, and the sole decisions of the world's last remaining superpower over the deliberations of the community of nations will not create a framework the world can or should trust for peace.

7. Unresolved injustice--such as the Israeli-Pakistanian conflict, feudal Arab regimes protected by oil and globalization policies that systematically give advantage to wealthy nations over poor countries and people--remains a root cause of violence and will not be overcome by the imposition of American military superiority.

8. Dissent in a time of war is not only Christian, it is also patriotic. A long and honorable record of opposition to war in church tradition and American history puts dissent in the mainstream of Christian life and American citizenship. Rather than acquiesce to war, prayerful and thoughtful dissent is more important than ever.

9. The churches have demonstrated the most remarkable unity in our history in opposition to war, even before the war with Iraq started. The American churches didn't just say not to war, but offered compelling and credible alternatives. These alternatives were seriously considered by many political leaders around the world, but not by our own government. An American president who increasingly uses the language of Christian faith refused even to meet with American church leaders for discussion and prayer as he made momentous decisions to go to war. The American churches are now in deep solidarity with the worldwide body of Christ and may have to choose between their Christian alliances and the demands and policies of their own government. We must learn to be Christians first and Americans second.

10. The onset of war with Iraq does not demonstrate the failure of the peace movement, but rather the failure of democracy. Tens of millions of people around the world have become engaged in active citizenship against the policies of preemptive war for resolving the greatest threats to peace and security. It is time to build on that movement, rather than withdraw from collective action. We must learn the differences between grief and despair, between lamenting and languishing, between hope and hostility. We are stronger now, not weaker. Our action has just begun.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

T-shirts

T-shirts (What We Should Be Known For)
by Derek Webb

They'll know us by the t-shirts that we wear
they'll know us by the way we point and stare
at anyone whose sin looks worse than ours
who cannot hide the scars of this curse that we all bare

they’ll know us by our picket lines and signs
they’ll know us by the pride we hide behind
like anyone on earth is living right
and isn’t that why Jesus died
not to make us think we’re right

when love, love, love
is what we should be known for
love, love, love
it’s the how and it’s the why
we live and breathe and we die

they’ll know us by reasons we divide
and how we can’t seem to unify
because we’ve gotta sing songs a certain style
or we’ll walk right down that aisle
and just leave ‘em all behind

they’ll know us by the billboards that we make
just turning God’s words to cheap clichés
says “what part of murder don’t you understand?”
but we hate our fellow man
and point a finger at his grave

when love, love, love
is what we should be known for
love, love, love
it’s the how and it’s the why
we live and breathe and we die

they'll know us by the t-shirts that we wear
they'll know us by the way we point and stare
telling ‘em their sins are worse than ours
thinking we can hide our scars
beneath these t-shirts that we wear

Monday, December 24, 2007

Psalm 140

I know that the Lord secures justice for the poor
And upholds the cause of the needy.
Surely the righteous will praise your name
And the upright will live before you.

Ps 140:12-13

Introspect

Christmas in one day...a normal time to be introspective? Perhaps. What happens when we realize that we will not be the man we always imagined ourselves as? Ever. What do we do when we suddenly see into the past and remember who we always thought we would be with the understanding that that's not who we are? And not the man we saw as children; the hero who scores the winning touchdown, or hits the homerun in the bottom of the ninth, or rescues the girl, or any of the other winsom tales of childhood or adolescence. I'm talking about the person we started to see glimpses of as a teenager; the bits and pieces of ourselves that we began to construct as we got older, became young adults. The person we aspired to be who would lead people and be admired. There were things in the people we looked up to that we assigned to our future selves; things that we knew were good in them so we kept them for ourselves as well. There was a man at the end of that tale who knew himself, didn't doubt, lacked weakness or fear. He always did what was right, always knew what was right.

The greatest danger of that realization is the loss of hope. We can reach that point and succumb to a feeling of utter failure. We can stop trying; give up; give in to the fear of our own insignificance. We forget--

We forget that the dream is never the same as the reality. We forget that we are created not for ourselves but for God; in his image and for his purpose and that will never be bad nor a failure so long as we do not stop reaching for the dream that he has for us. Every decision we make is a chance to stay on that path or to return to it. Whatever point we have reached is that starting place for the next part of our journey. We can continue to have courage in spite of our fear, only striving to be more courageous. We can continue to try and live with integrity and strive to be more honest. Even good fathers can become better fathers; even good husbands can be better husbands.

Anonymity is a human fallacy; a creation of the ego, born of fear and loneliness; bitterness and low self esteem. We are never--we cannot be--anonymous to God. Our value in his eyes is boundless and equal to every other human being who has ever existed on this planet, save one. And that one was his Son; and it's because of him that our value to God persists.

If no other person ever applauds your efforts or recognizes your accomplishments God remains steadfast in his celebration of who you are; who I am; who we all are.

His love gives us endless worth. Our love connects us to him. And to each other.

Unto us this day a child was born. Through him are extended God's tidings of peace and good will toward men.

We have worth because we are loved. Pray for peace--be the instrument of it, even if it's just to your family.
Mike

Saturday, December 15, 2007

I hate snow

Sandi and I went to the management Christmas party last night. It was at Charlie Gitto's at Harrah's. Lot's of fun and great food. We left early to keep Bec from being alone too long. Then I went to Brad's bachelor shindig--not a lot of people, but we had a good time. I think those guys spent the night, but I came home about 1 AM to try and get some rest. It's been a long week. The snow had started by then. I hate snow.

I have yet to find a snow shovel that doesn't suck. And by that I don't mean to suggest that shoveling snow might ever not suck, but that it would still be nice to find a shovel that would actually get the snow off the driveway and not poke me in the gut every 8 seconds. And then, of course, once you get the stupid snow off the driveway then it just snows some more and covers it right back up. And don't get me started about whoever it is who plows our street. Definitely a short bus reject or an escapee from a mental ward. One pass; sometimes the blades down; sometimes maybe it's not. Maybe he'll clean the middle, maybe the left side, maybe the right. The biggest problem is that the city doesn't plow the streets in our subdivision. The developer, who must have been equally retarded, decided he would set up it as private snow removal so we have to pay even more ridiculous subdivision fees so that our neighborhood council, or whatever it's called, can hire the cheapest guy they can find.

I hate snow.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

I seem to be taking longer between posts lately...just a busy season I guess. Things are crazy at work and pretty busy on the home front too. At least I have a vacation coming up; but, sadly, not until after next week. And what really sucks is that I have to go to Keokuk, IA on Friday. I know--who the heck goes to Keokuk?

We were planning to take a trip home (down South where it's warm and nice and comfy) for Christmas but decided to stay in STL. The more I see of the weather forecast, the more I wish we hadn't changed our minds. I think the kids are excited to stay here and be with their friends for the holidays.

Major League Baseball released the "Mitchell Report" today about steroids in baseball. It's a pretty sad commentary about what we value in this country when the biggest story in the nation is about how a retired congressman took over a year and a half to figure out what we all already knew anyway: that a bunch of millionaires who play a kids' game for a living succumbed to the temptation to enhance their performance so they could make more money--duh. And any owner who acts the least bit shocked--especially the one who is the so-called commissioner--should be punched right in the face. Every single one of them turned a blind eye because every homerun, every strikeout, every exciting thing that happened in their ballpark put more money in their pockets--risk to the players and moral turpitude be damned.

Darfur is still in the midst of genocide, thousands of children die every day for lack of so basic a need as clean drinking water, good jobs are exported to countries where workers make a few dollars a month and live in squaller so that our millionaires can get richer and we talk incessantly about whether the steroid 'scandal' will damage baseball's fan base or whether or not our movie stars will attend the Golden Globes if the writers' strike doesn't end. I love our country, but sometimes it makes me sad.

Pray for peace.
Mike

Saturday, December 8, 2007

Jealous

I read an article in Relevant today that kind of put me in a weird temper. It was by a guy named A. J. Jacobs and it was about how he spent a year trying to live by the exact laws and teachings of the Bible. The article was actually several excerpts from the book he wrote about the experience and some commentary that was added for the magazine. I enjoyed the article and was intrigued by how Jacob's (a self-proclaimed non-devout Jew) life was changed by the experience. But as I read about how he spent time with various Christian and Jewish groups and traveled to Israel it occurred to me that this was yet another type of experience that very few readers could ever hope to duplicate because of the expense and the time commitment. How many of us can take a few weeks here and there to be off work and travel around the country or the world?

This brought me to another conclusion; I'm often jealous of the authors of the articles and books that I read. They have these great experiences and meet all these cool people and spend their lives doing ministry and writing books and speaking at conferences--all stuff that I wish I could do. I don't want to be jealous. I don't want to envy them. I don't want to be angry that they have what I want. It just all kind of pops out there sometimes.

Now don't get me wrong. I don't obsess about these people or waste my life wishing and wanting. I still do ministry in the ways that I can and study and write and speak whenever the opportunity is there. But I do it around all of the fiscal and temporal constraints that most of us have--jobs, kids, school activities, spouses, etc. I suppose my greatest frustration is that I know many people in the same situation and we think very deeply about our faith, see Christ work miracles in the lives of our friends and neighbors--but it's not really what people think of as a great adventure, is it? It ends up being quite anonymous and, often, thankless. It must be my human-ness that makes me want someone to make a big deal over it; that makes me want to be in front of a crowd of rapt listeners, hanging on my every word; that says, "Hey, I could write an article that good. My insights are as good as his.".

How do we reconcile these feelings with Jesus' call for humility? How can we read about Jesus healing a blind man and making him promise not to tell anyone who did it and then be angry that we can't be famous for serving God? I wish I knew. I think that if we remember to love people--really love them, like Jesus said to--then the other desires become secondary. For some they probably go away altogether; not for me. I have had times over the years when I was so totally immersed in serving and ministering that all the other desires were nonexistent, but those times have been rare and fleeting.

Is this my cross to bear; is this a sign that my faith is too meager; does God look at me with disappointment because of it? More questions that I can't answer. It makes me sad and a bit melancholy. Some would say, Read you Bible more; others, Pray more; and still others, Suck it up you big baby, quit whining. Maybe they would all be right in their own way.

Jesus said to love God with all our heart, mind, soul and strength and love other people as much as you love your self. It's a progression; one leads to the other. That's what I try to do and I succeed more than I fail at it. And I think it's the key. No matter what I feel about myself or other people I always come back to this. Whatever else we study in the Bible, it always comes back to this. Jesus knew that if we took these two things to heart and strove to do them, none of the other information was even necessary. If we love God completely, it's going to be pretty hard to screw the rest of it up. So long as I end up back in this place, my adventure continues. God wrote it for me and I'll be famous for it in heaven; and that's where it counts.

Pray for me.
Love me back.
Mike
I can't believe it's been almost a week since I posted. It's been crazy busy both at work and at home; plus our internet was out for a couple of days when we switched from cable to dish. The guy doing the install disconnected our high speed cable by accident and we didn't realize it until he was gone. Then it took a couple of days for him to be able to come back and fix it. What's weird is how disconnected it made us feel to be without our email and Facebook and all of that stuff. It's a little embarrassing to realize where our priorities lie. The world's going to hell in VW Microbus and we're freaked out because our high speed access is down. I'm not even sure I still remember how to use dial up.

Last night was full of activity. The plant employee Christmas party was right after work in Arnold. I had to leave it early to get home and get ready to go to Sandi's office Christmas party out in New Town. And we missed the Infusion Christmas Karaoke Night at the Realm altogether. I'm disappointed about that because I bet it was funny. I haven't talked to anybody yet to see how my boys did in the contest.

Sandi and I have been very lazy so far today. She's worked on decorations a little and I've pretty much just laid around and read Relevant magazine. Becca spent the night with a friend last night and Liz had a friend over here. Now Becca's home and Liz left. Oh well, I guess that's what cold, rainy December Saturday's are for.

Joy and peace for your family.
Mike

Sunday, December 2, 2007

Sunday A.M. and it's the first Sunday I've missed since I started hosting the Realm service last July. Guess I picked up a touch of the Montezuma's Revenge or something. Anyway, I'll be hanging at home today.

We went over to the Morrises' last night (completely unrelated to the current situation, of course) and played some games and kind of watched the Mizzou game. That was sad. They seemed to be pretty nervous and I think they got out coached. We had a great time...the McLauries were there and so were Gary and Connie.

Started putting up Christmas decorations yesterday, since we'll be staying here this year instead of making the trip home. Becca pretty much did the whole tree once we got it put up and got the lights working. I spent a good bit of time running around looking for pizza sauce--don't ask.

There are three things that will endure—faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love.
(1 Cor. 13:13)